we need a mascot. and I'm not being stupid. I'm looking into sports tournements and all the schools have a mascot.

so, any ideas?

also, if we created a fencing team, who other than Manuel and I are interested? Marie-Ange, Angelo, Shiro and Illyana, I think all have sword experience (even if it isn't with european fencing)

Jamie's human meet-n-greet wasn't so bad.

then again, I stuck by Warren and drank my tazo-berry. purple drink just seemed fitting.

some of the girls were discussing ballet...I haven't taken it in years, mostly jazz and modern and hiphop recently.

so I thought, we should have a non-powers talent show or something. I wanna dance. and I've even decided on a song, Barbie Girl by Ahmet Zappa (yes, it's a cover of the Britney Spears song, but it's GOOD). anyone with me?

'cause well...everyone was rather nice about me being a bitch and this is the least I can do.

I don't like this punishment. It's not that I don't think I did anything wrong, I knew I was drinking illegally when I chose to do so. But I don't like being confined to grounds.

I've only been here a little over a week and I've only been off campus twice, once to get a dress for the semiformal and then the semi-formal itself, both on the same day. But to have that freedom...I haven't had that in so long.

Before I came here, my mom basically locked me in the house. I had the entire house to myself most of the day and never any visitors. Occassionally she'd drive me to my dad's house where I could be locked in there. They weren't trying to be cruel or mean, they just didn't want me hurt. But it may as well have been a prison sentence to solitary with daytime TV.

This feels the same way and I hate it. Yeah, it's only a week and no, I don't have plans to go anywhere, but that isn't the point really. I wouldn't mind some other form of punishment...but this just hurts.

so yeah. not asking it to be changed either, just trying to explain why I'm prolly not going to the be the most pleasant in the next week or so.

fuck-tastic.