to explain my earlier post

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'cause well...everyone was rather nice about me being a bitch and this is the least I can do.

I don't like this punishment. It's not that I don't think I did anything wrong, I knew I was drinking illegally when I chose to do so. But I don't like being confined to grounds.

I've only been here a little over a week and I've only been off campus twice, once to get a dress for the semiformal and then the semi-formal itself, both on the same day. But to have that freedom...I haven't had that in so long.

Before I came here, my mom basically locked me in the house. I had the entire house to myself most of the day and never any visitors. Occassionally she'd drive me to my dad's house where I could be locked in there. They weren't trying to be cruel or mean, they just didn't want me hurt. But it may as well have been a prison sentence to solitary with daytime TV.

This feels the same way and I hate it. Yeah, it's only a week and no, I don't have plans to go anywhere, but that isn't the point really. I wouldn't mind some other form of punishment...but this just hurts.

so yeah. not asking it to be changed either, just trying to explain why I'm prolly not going to the be the most pleasant in the next week or so.

fuck-tastic.

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Suppress my powers?

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~translated from the Castillian Spanish~

Sure. Just as soon as _you_ take the thorazine up the ass first. So that you can understand how I feel, of course.

And, for the record, they're not your feelings. When I'm in range, they're _my_ feelings too. As I don't especially like how you feel, and I don't want to feel that way ... figure it all out.

MdlR

~translated from the Castillian Spanish~

Re: Suppress my powers?

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why do you insist on bothering me?

bother the others who aren't happy as well, share the pain. If you need some help in the right direction, I'll point out Cain Marko, Rogue, Sarah and Jono. They're just as ill-tempered as I am.